http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/ Smack My Bitch up Sun, 13 Mar 2005 08:45:57 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Music Photography Writing http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/72.html Sun, 13 Mar 2005 16:42:21 GMT hello! im back *waves* I haven't logged on here in like 4 months. anyone still read this shit? blah blah blah. so my life sucks *lol* no one likes me, my boyfriend hates me and thinks i'm "crazy" (jk he doesn't hate me today) sarah broke up with me & asked for all her stuff back....but we're friends again, attended a few outtings together recently. I got 2 new tattoos. I lost my dsl connection *cries* i HATE AOL! everytime i log on i get mad & want to kill everyone, this has to be the worst internet provider ever, & i hope all the aol people get herpes. I'm supposed to be doing... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=72 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/71.html Thu, 11 Nov 2004 23:05:35 GMT Yippy! I haven't blogged in ages! the 12 step program is really working. I was so addicted to blogging. ::twitch:: soooooo! It's thur. afternoon, just talked to Sarah....jogging/work-out day was cancled due to her being called into work. It's alright though, cause I'm mad tired. I've been walking to & from work all week. I think I might go take a nice long shower and hop into my bed soon. Steve just went for a job interveiw, so I'm quite bored. Pssss I <3 that kid! haha. Sat. I attended a small get together for a band you may or may not have heard of...METALLICA!!!!!!! ... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=71 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Sat, 30 Oct 2004 22:58:53 GMT God Damn It! I'm sooooo sleepy!!! Didn't do anything all day. Sat at home and got bitched for the most part *lol* I really hate when I don't do anything, just waste the day away. I really have to get out of this house ASAP before I seriously go insane. I'm waiting for Jenny to call me, we're supposed to be going out tonight. If I don't hear from her by 7pm I'm going to take a nap. BLAH I'm hungry again! I can't stop eatting. I've gained like 5lbs in the past 2 days. I've noticed whenever I get bored, I eat. I didn't attend work yesterday, so I just chilled at home & ate everything in... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Wed, 27 Oct 2004 01:14:13 GMT *beep beep* I haven't blogged in days!!!! Went to Halloweenie Roast on sat. that shit was awesome as always. Got drunk with Sarah, danced in the rain, harrassed people...normal concert outting. It was pretty cool, alot of people came up to us and were like "hey! I remember you guys!!!" "can I take a picture?" "hey everyone look! here comes them lezbo party bitches!" We missed alot of the bands that we wanted to see! Papa Roach tore the place up, I really enjoyed them. I was kinda mad that I missed Shinedown, oh well! we still had fun. It took us like 6 hours to get to Miami on a train... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/68.html Wed, 27 Oct 2004 00:38:19 GMT Linkin park-breaking the habit Memories concern Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safer in my room Unless I try to start again [Chorus] I don't want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Cultured my cure I tightly lock the door I try... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=68 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Sun, 17 Oct 2004 04:50:53 GMT "And out of the darkness, the Zombie did call True pain and suffering he brought to them all Away ran the children to hide in their beds, for fear that the devil would chop off their heads" (Rob Zombie-Hellbilly Deluxe) Alright! Sat night & I'm sitting at home. Yippy!!! Everyone is out having a good ol' time, and I'm online talking to random people. LA DE DA actually I'm still sick & I'm on mom duty tonight. I think my sister is coming home tomorrow, so I'm hoping I can go out for a little while. I'm not used to being at home this much, I don't know what to do... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Fri, 15 Oct 2004 18:18:01 GMT Blah I'm feeling sick today. I spent 12 hours at the hospital yesterday...My mom went in for her back surgery. When I got home last night I was sick! done caught some germs. Throat is all sore, glands are swollen up, I have a fever,I was twitching, & my body aches all over. BLAH!!!!! I haven't been to work in 3 days. I got into this big fight with my mom at the begining of the week & she told me to get my shit and leave, so I stayed with Steve for a few days. She let me come home though. I think she just needed some time away from me. I decided I really like Steven *lol* great kid.... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/65.html Mon, 11 Oct 2004 05:13:54 GMT You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Our memories Well, they can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=65 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Mon, 11 Oct 2004 00:41:39 GMT Well this weekend was interesting nontheless. Friday was great, went to the Factory, chilled at the bar most of the night with Noah (yippy) I don't know what it is about that guy, I just think he's the greatest thing since peanut butter lol. Seen Erics punk ass, I really miss his crazy-ness. We met up with Steven after that, at Bikini Bobs. Had a few $1 mixed drinks on the roof bar. Last night was kinda...weird. Jenny was having a rough night, everyone was fighting, no one knew what they wanted to do. Just a rough sat night I tell ya. We went to the Ft Lauderdale Strip & shot pool at... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Fri, 08 Oct 2004 02:04:32 GMT Dolls of voodoo all stuck with pins One for each of us and our sins So you lay us in a line Push your pins, they make us humble Only you can tell in time If we fall or merely stumble But tell me Can you heal what father's done Or fix this hole in a mother's son Can you heal the broken worlds within Can you strip away so we may start again Tell me, can you heal what father's done Or cut this rope and let us run Just when all seems fine and I'm pain free You jab another pin, jab another pin in me Mirror, mirror upon the wall Break the spell or become the... (more) http://smackmybitchup.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63